Thoughts of nirvana

How wrong is the decision taken on a wrong way
If the path is wrong then does the correctness of the decision matter ?
How does a wrong decision taken on a wrong path affect your karma?
On the contrary, if a right decision is taken on a wrong way does the decision help rectify anything?
If on the right way, a wrong decision can change things drastically. But it's not true the other way round.
The world is not balanced. Neither is your karma. If it would have been balanced there would be no reason for your birth in this unbalanced world.
The negativity is the test.
The point of this being is to balance the unbalanced equation.
This very existence is not meant to be fair.

Savannah and Hilton Head Island ...

The Dream

I could see ....
I will die at 10 30 Am...
Today..
Something is going to kill me..
or Someone..

With no knowledge of when,
Where,
By whom,
and most importantly,
Why?

I could observe things
in a much better way..
I was sharp on my senses
Knew exactly how to spend
the little time I had..

No one had any idea
What my mind was thinking..
Probably the best set of thoughts..
While I could see the ship sinking..

The people I saw
Were a strange set...
The ones I would..
Like to forget..
But they were waiting..
For me to pay their debt...

And I saw her...
But never looked in her eyes...
For I didn't want her to know
How much this soul has loved her..
and would continue to do so..
even after it's carrier dies...

And there I was
with no regrets....
Placing my bets ..
On the fatal threats..
Getting answers to
all my quests...

Those last minutes..
I was totally with my Self..
Glad to be alone..

And then I had
a sweet realization...
the fear of my killer coming
if now the fear of the clock ticking..

If I stop the clock..
I thought I wouldn't die...
I laughed my ass out ...
As I saw it coming..

And there was the transition...
as I was still chuckling..

Unrest...

No happiness...
No act of kindness...
No charity..
No cool breeze of the west...
No morning ray of the Sun...
No mother's touch...
No genuine friend...
No great achievement...
No sense of pride...
No pure tenderness....
No good soul...
No solace....
No reason to live....
Can calm this agitated Mind....

Disconnect....

A desire...
To be left..
To be immune...
To be isolated...
From all the wordly things..
From all the emotions....
Trying to encroach the soul...
Making it hard to breathe..
Suffocating to the core...
Making it vulnerable....
To even the smallest hint of solace.....

A Tribute

With the desire to walk forever.......
The lush green fields...
Distant mountains...
The golden snow clad peaks...
With the evening sun rays...
of The early Spring.....

The breeze tickle the weeds....
The rustling sound of the leaves....
The White-crowned Sparrows flying home...
The soft moist soil touching your feet....

The potholes and The thorns...
make you focus on The Path....
Get You back to Reality...
with a Purpose....

perhaps....
make you learn...

to cherish The desire....
Despite the hurdles...
Covet the feeling.....
Beyond death....

To be standing at a peak....
Naked.....
to surrender Your Self...
Solely...
Completely.....
to The Creator....
by taking a Dip...